We're gonna start by drinking old cheap bottles of wine....

Second post of the year.....good start I guess?....




Hmmm...first things first...for the first time I'm actually using my own photo for the entry...and let us keep our fingers crossed cause' I hope this won't be the last time I do that.....





How good would it feel to have exclusivity to almost everything in the world?




Well, nevermind the world, you'd probably be happy if anyone gave you positive exclusive treatment just for that one occassion.....



My point is, exclusivity feels great....and if you don't agree with me, you probably won't like it when your partner treats you differently as compared to his/her friends, you won't like it when you parents treat you differently as compared to how they treat other people's children....

You WILL like it when your best friends has 4 million other best friends, and when your girlfriend does the same for you as she did with all other guy friends.....




Regardless of preference, in my opinion, positive exclusivity is being bias towards, it is also being given special treatment....with special being out of the ordinary, or of particular importance or extra quality




But my real question is, when and who?



for me, everyone around me that I know deserves to enjoy some sort of exclusiveness from me, at least, they should feel like they have it, some sort....negative or positive, they deserve it.....




I know that from what I usually write, this would only be just a start, but I think I'm not in the best frame of mind right now to complete this entry, perhaps I'm feeling the fatigue from work.......and from watching shaytards' vids, munching lunar new year goodies, or watching free limited time only movie channels on my cable TV.....still, it's fatigue...hahaha




Thus this entry shall be left unfinished....and I shall see if I ever get the inspiration to finish it.....till then...




Happy Lunar New Year to all Chinese in the world





Here's a little piece of rap that I wrote from no where....


312 and there were no love lost
312 all those love was for lost cause
reaching desperately for peace, in chaos amidst
every time a clenched fist, each opportunity missed
just like the princess, her mattresses and the green pea
I'm having sleepless nights with every little you in me
I was lookin' round and I was lookin' down
But to whom it should have mattered, it won't matter now....





and some lyrics from.....



All Time Low - The Wanted


I can't even find a place to start
How do I choose between my head and heart
Till it ceases I never know
How do you get up from an all time low



awakening memories...like never before...